Do you ever get to your blog, think well I need to write something relevant to my life, something people will read and wish to comment on, and then you argue with yourself thinking that you can't possibly write that?
Maybe you think its not interesting, or it will only appeal to a small audience, or you know it'll open an irritating can of worms...
Yeah, but then again you can't really say its like me to stop myself from writing a completely pointless blog... I did write an information article on Nepal after all. =]
Never mind. My life can be as interesting as you see it, and really I got myself blogger to write about myself, and then cringe over it when I'm older. I can already do that. Your person does change an awful lot in a year or two.
Anyway, I can't really update you on what I'm doing. It isn't a lot more than what we're all doing... ie. going to play tennis in the park, going to the Rose & Crown. Although, I am surprised no one has mentioned it in a blog yet, considering how much praise we give it while we are there.. :L
Do you agree that we should become pool masters by the end of the holidays if we continue the tradition? =]
Alas, it is probably just a dream.
(Are there words you hate every time you hear them? I mean like odd ones you have little explanation for? Awesome, epic and fail have become much hated words, but I have other ones like gift and alas. Hearing someone say gift I hate just as much as hearing nails dragging on a table.. Its just hissy...)
I will apply for a job. Soon. I feel that if I write this on here and fail to do so I would be lying to myself and all you lovely followers and I would feel bad then.
AHHHH, when you hit a wall on a blog, its time to give up is it not? If I am bored my writing then surely the reader cannot remain interested. However, no because as I discuss with myself the possible thoughts of my readers, then I am increasingly intrigued by the argument. Although this may be my thing. Well no - I'm sure everyone talks to themselves. If they didn't then they would be mad. But did you all go through long periods in your life with no one to talk to at all, but yourself?
I had this interspersedly from year 5 until about year 10. I guess it kind of helps with your understanding on what makes you, yourself, happy. Meh, I don't know. Do you find me difficult to get through to? I generally prefer to discuss a problem with myself, and then leave it at that. I get squeamish at the idea of dragging people down with my problems. Then again, here I am going against that, by telling blogger things that go on in my head. Although I tend to write a blog, with the beginning and end aimed at other people, and then areas in the middle I don't aim to make sense, I guess.
Anyway, I'm missing many school things, especially Phil as I am undeniably deeply and uncontrollably in love with him.
Bye for now! xD Remember to read my future tales!
Moi
6 comments:
Ive always felt that i've never really fitted in with anyone. Yeah i can get on with people and have a good time, but never felt like one of the "in" people. I've always felt like an associate. Only time i have felt like one of the "in" people was in Year 10 when most of the St. Ilan people had left the school and there were about 4 people who i hung out with.
I don't think its anything to do with not liking people or people not liking me, its more just finding people who you click with.
You have an intriguing thought process. That is all.
GIFT.
You are so typical Xanthe ;P
& you never really need to be a part of the 'in' people though. I've never wanted to be a part of the Plastics... and they are the in-est of peoples. As long as you can enjoy you're own company, then its no matter if you have few or many types of friends.
Alas I can't wait for your birthday - my gift is going to be such an epic fail....
Thats not what i meant Gwyn :p
No, I was just rambling =]
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